I’ve been thinking… I wish I wouldn’t… or in fact couldn’t… its been the bane of my life… I would like to let you know a little bit of myself… not too much dammit… I do not know that much about myself… ask my wife she seems to know me better…
However… I know this… I am not a social person I like being alone or in a crowd… funnily enough you can be just as solitary in a crowd… small gatherings are just torture… I either avoid, leave or go to sleep…. I have lived my life in the third person… feeling the emotion but not being the emotion… I have no interest in small talk or gossip I like to make meaningful connections with people… that go beyond the trivia…
I once met a woman… I was I suppose in my early twenties we interacted for about an hour and a half… I cannot remember what she looked like.. slender… medium length straight hair I never learned her name… when we parted she grabbed me by the shoulders drew me to her and kissed me warmly and generously on the mouth… if I had any brains I should have got her name and number and … and what… the point is there was a connection I felt it as did she and I will remember her warmly for the rest of my life…
I have carved out a niche in which I live my life emotionally, spiritually and physically… it’s not all I could have or would have… but I like it and it is comfortable…
All of you at the other end of this stuff the connections I have had with you are meaningful and valued…
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