Autobio

Greetings to you all.... It's been almost nine years since I first logged on and I am still grateful to that 21 year old girl from new York city who I first added to my friends list... (by mistake) who took the time to give a basic heads up about how the net worked and sent me in the direction of the Sanctuary... Susie's and eventually the Bootery... and promptly dumped me... most of you have been with me from the beginning.... I sort of sleazed onto you one by one with promises of sweet nothings... and nothings is what most of you have got... what I find amusing is that most of us are aging... well yes we are all aging but some of us are younger and are at different stages... we who are heading fifty plus are moving into the downhill side of life.. where the kids have grown and left home our sexual and life energies are depleted and we face a whole host of health problems as we rapidly decay... as for me I find this stage liberating because I do what and when I like... (only if Kiri lets me)... I do not feel the need to for fill others expectations of me (that includes my children's)... and I no longer feel the need to be attractive... ( if I ever fekkin was)... ( do not hesitate ladies to provide reassurance)... if only I could soften my cynical nature because it is tending to dominate my personality... to my detriment... I have never played the games that life demands of us... though I have tried to smile and nod at the right times just to keep people happy... parents, teachers, employers and the like... but now I just can't bite my tongue and I let them have it... a wanker is a wanker not matter how they are dressed or who they are... and bullshit is bullshit period...

On the physical we have had and earthquake and yes people have died.. but when you look over to Japan... well dam they know how to have a quake.... on the cynical side... the government in Japan is deliberately starving the people close to the reactor of petrol so that they cannot escape... it makes sense from a logistical point of view how could they deal with a million or so people all deciding to get in their cars and drive to Tokyo... however take note... your government expects you to stay put and die quietly... and do not think that the New Zealand, American or Canadian Government would react any better... Katrina anyone...

Thats all for now... as a last aside the Mother in laws cancer seems to be in remission at the moment... I was talking to her last night about it... and I did say make the most of the lull because she is starting to wonder if she even has it at all her health has been so good lately... the best thing is she has been gambling and winning... we gave her a golden Chinese cat with a waving paw and some Chinese writing on it... it's sposed to bring luck and I think it is...... I might send you a photo of it...

Last blonde Triplet daughter is going on holiday to China with her Chinese boyfriend... his parents have a house there... they are visiting Malaysia, Indonesia, Hong Kong, Macau and mainland China... lucky cow.... I wish I could relive my dissolute life but sadly this is it for me and also for you lot....

Good Night and Good Motoring..