People or should I say colours and fonts... the statement was... "This is for all and none of you".. which really means I only type this stuff for myself... oh and for my number one fan Diego... by the way Diego your woman finaly added me to her messenger... she is the only fresh meat I have had for a while.. I'll try not to chew with my mouth open...It's funny really how we look at ourselves and how other people look at us... I know I have been rather maudlin lately... maudlin meaning a moaning, whiney bastard... I think it I have the reason worked out... It's because I'm seeing myself differently... I'm not even seeing myself as others see me... what I'm seeing I'm seeing is rather scary... my daughters have been taking photo's of me with the digital camera and I have clicked a couple myself... I do not remember getting old.. but it seems I am... and rather horribly old... I think I thought I would be like other lucky people you see who age and still look good... saddly this is not going to happen to me.... plus Mechanical who I no longer regard as intuitive said when I asked for an opinion on how I looked.. and shit dam I instructed her... not hinted instructed her to flatter me... she said "you don't look to bad for an old guy"..
FOR AN OLD GUY... at least she tempered the insult with guy instead of man... thats like telling a woman she is obese but at least not morbidly... but it's true I am old and I do not regret it... it's just that it sorta crept up on me and I am still absorbing... I'll soon be back to normal... but an Uppie with out arrogance and ego is a rather flacid and flatulant thing...
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